ZephyrTheDragonlord

I'm so happy right now, I just beat my Fallout: New Vegas game. I found out that a high intellegence, speech barter and gun skill will make the easiest experience ever.
I also realized why gamers tend to be sexist about characters and stuff like that, even though I'm not sure if that kind of flame war is still going on... anyway, I was playing as a female character on hardcore mode (best version of the game BTW) and those who know the annoying part of the game where you talk to benny in the Tops casino and he has you go to the presidential suite... well, if you are a female character with the Black Widow perk, you can trick him into thinking that you are actually there to hook up with him. he leads you to his room and you can get rid of him without using a single bullet, so far... New Vegas is my favorite Fallout game ever.

I've been watching youtube videos where this guy was reading different CreepyPasta horror stories and then reviewing them... I've actually taken several of his points in mind when imagining a story I would like to write. how many watchers do I have that would actually enjoy reading a scary story that you could tell to freak out your friends?

I've been hearing a bunch of stuff about how tomorrow is supposed to be the end of the world. and I personally hate hearing people talk about the kinds of things they would do if it ended, and hearing others stubbornly say it's not gonna happen. here's my opinion on the matter:

if it happens... good, because tht means that the human's time on this world is over for a reason.

if it doesn't happen... whatever, because then what people have been saying abut this boring as all heck life that everyone has... is not going away any time soon.

whenever I watch movies and get to the part where the main character does something so stupid that he/she loses the trust of the ones they were trying to help I end up having really... Dark ideas... so to speak. I was wondering, how many of my watchers would actually be interested in a story that would start out kinda dark...

The idea is that the story itself would start after the stupid event, seem like it would end horribly, and reveal what it was that the character did throughout the story.

I was even toying with the idea of having an Audience-choice ending... but that would depend on how many people prefer to read stories of the darker and more brutal side.

everything that has been going on in my life recently has begun to confuse me, and the more I try to think about it the more I get confused... I'm in college and I'm relatively good at the core materials for basic education... but when I look around me at the other people in my art classes or my social groups... they always seem to be having a better time in life even if they have less than what I have... what is it that truly brings a person happiness? I look at fellow artists and see how much better they are than me... I look to those who think they don't have the skill and try to help them find out what they could improve on... but my mind always drifts off into nightmares about the future against my will... for so long... i knew that by listening to others and helping them think about their problems from another person's standpoint I could help them find out how to resolve conflicts... but my weakness is that I have a hard time doing that myself... so I end up just... well... in a sad little world of my own...